STILL WAITING

when will i see u again??

i can still remember my college microbio professor saying "everything in excess is dangerous." yes indeed! it is the same as saying that too much love will kill u. it is really true that love and heartaches are inseparable entities. you get hurt because you love. 

i was happy before having that someone in my life. we were happy. we dreamed together. we planned the future together. we laughed together. We had so many many good times together and it made me think that life is really great. he raised my hopes. I showed him the real me. And it was so good to be true. i thought my search was over. but when the expectations of my heart failed, the great charm of existence is at an end. and then i realize that the dream is absolutely the place of insanity. I am devastated and heartbroken. I miss him when he's gone. In fact I had lost count on how many times I had cried over it.

but still...

im waiting for his.........