Sleep called me very late last night. I was texting with my
guy friend (university-mate) residing here in Surigao. He asked me about the
status of my love-life and so I said “I got zero”. He was amazed that I
perfectly knew the answer the moment he asked me “how long have you been
single?” The hell drama went on… He
offered himself that if I need someone to talk to, he’s available. I do not
know what exactly happened why it made me cry. It was just a text and it surely
meant nothing. Oddly, I long for a moment to sink into the arms of someone who
would let me cry on their shoulder, which in fact, I usually do not allow
myself to grieve over that damn thing. Again, there is no point in putting my
pain on display. I know this emotion will bid goodbye soon. It’s all a matter
of time before I can no longer keep it under control.
I STILL HAVE THIS FAITH THAT SOMEDAY I WILL FIND SOMEONE. NOT
BETTER, NOT AS REPLACEMENT. JUST SOMEONE SPECIAL ENOUGH. :-)
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