BIRTHDAY WISH GRANTED

   My birthday is fast approaching. Eversince, I never asked God for any material things for I know I’ll get disappointed if I’ll ask. On my 20^th birthday, I asked for perseverance. On my 21^st birthday, I asked forgiveness. On my 22^nd birthday, I asked happiness. On my 23^rd birthday, I asked guidance. Just this year, I have been told with not so many people out there to control my temper. So lately, I constantly prayed to God to give me the longest patience. I get angry too easy. I lose patience in a heartbeat even on smallest nonsense issue. I can’t control my temper in a way that I say things people would rather not know. God is so good that he granted my sincere prayer long before my birthday. He tested my temperament recently. And guess what?? I was able to keep my tongue behind my teeth. In addition, I’ve also learned not to raise my middle finger while saying “LOOK WHO’S TALKING??”. Thank you Lord for everything. All is well. I have saved the relationship. No chaos. No hurt feelings. No cursing.  

DEAR DIARY....

Yesterday I dated someone whom I met in a bus on my way back to Butuan a week ago. We dated from moon café to boulevard and lastly to dales foodhauz. I truly appreciate his effort in courting me personally. I am even touched knowing the fact that he traveled 3hrs (Butuan-Surigao) just to do it. Conscience torments me considering that he wasted his precious time and money but all he got was an unexpected failure. It’s not that I don’t like him; it’s just that I found no chemistry between the two of us. I can see no sparks the time we were together. I guess I am doomed to be single forever. I can’t be in love again after all the pains I’ve suffered.  Let’s just be civil, otherwise we can’t be friends.

COPING MECHANISMS

I have all the reasons to sleep early and to wake up late this time unlike for the last few weeks when my heart forced my mind to wake up and sneak down as much as I could just to check if that "complete stranger" is texting/sending emails.

 

How do I manage diverting my untouched feelings into anything somewhat funny, childish and stupid arena? I guess the pictures below best showed some of my coping mechanisms.